I came across this site accidently. Yes, I love music. I love oldies, hiphop, jazz, salsa & merengue, rock and country western. I am 27 and I have learned one of life's most difficult lessons. I need some advice.

You see, there is a man who I know is the closest thing to a soul mate. We loved each other desperatly and then we reached a point, due to a million curcimstances, in which we stopped seeing each other. He worked for radio in Miami and Orlando. I met someone else and while with him my love asked me back. I wanted to say yes and I would have if I were alone. I could not bare to hurt someone els who was kind to me and in love with me, so I sacrificed my own feelings. I ended up marrying this man and will probably never divorce him. I do love him and I am happy, but I have a void. I love Harry Torres and I will never stop loving him. I know life is complicated and these are lessons that really start affecting us once we have matured. Is there anyone out there who can tell me if they feel I made a mistake by marrying someone I love knowing that I will alway also love another?? I can't really listen to the radio because music meant so much to both of us and every song brings a memory. It has been over several years yet this man still haunts me. We occassionlly e-mail each other and we both agree that we were meant to be together, but life's timing and complications didn't allow us to. I am happily married and would never want to hurt my husband. Is it fair to sacrifice the life you wanted so that someone else will not hurt the way you have before?
I can't even imagine someone responding to this posting and I don't even go online too often. I guess I just needed to clear my mind.